SPRING!??Well for a whole day i was getting excited about the weather changing and finally being nice but to my dissapointment i was very wrong! i took the first oppurtunity to get my camera out and attempt to take some pictures these were a bit of a failure but they looked summery and colourful so i decided to keep them anyways! :).
Today was a Thursday, pretty lame as i have no money to do anything and i have no petrol really so im limited on my options.. so instead when i woke up and finallllly got outta bed at like half 12 i made a cake :D!
i felt like a housewife was quite an amusing thought really! :').
After this i watched some weird programme about who was hotter the mother or the daughter.. dont ask i didn't understand it either was a very crap programme really!
i then went back to bed and stayed there untill i needed to watch holyoaks and get ready for work!
Work was boring as per usual i wont go into that.
i havn't written anything really insightful recently because ive felt totally uninspired i just tend to see alot of the negative in people and sometimes find it hard to give the benefit of the doubt which in turn ends u making me unhappy! silly but ahwelll, right ive really started to get freaked out by this horoscope thing i signed up for agess ago and everynight i get an email with like a one line quote about my day or future etc.. todays one was "open your heart" which is really strange because of some stuff that was discussed last night that i wont go into but also because ive been thinking alot about relationships like the way they just happen over night and how me and kirsty always say that couples tend to end up looking the same because they become a set like you wont get one without the other!
I kinda wonder sometimes whether love actualy exists or whether its just a chemical reaction inside a couple that sets off wants and desires or an over used phrase to prove to your partner that u can say those three words to reassure them to comfort them.
It also fascinates me, the way that we all really want to be with someone and when we get them we never normaly get treated or treat that person properly or decently, and by the end of the relationship theres someone upset and heartbroken and a perfectly good friendship is ruined, but i guess if you were to just look at the negative aspects of a relationship then no one would have ever dared to start of the trend, i suppose its about taking risks and discovering who you do and dont like what type of person really gets you and also learning some lessons about the few dicks there are out there who do have a hidden agenda :).
Today was a Thursday, pretty lame as i have no money to do anything and i have no petrol really so im limited on my options.. so instead when i woke up and finallllly got outta bed at like half 12 i made a cake :D!
i felt like a housewife was quite an amusing thought really! :').
After this i watched some weird programme about who was hotter the mother or the daughter.. dont ask i didn't understand it either was a very crap programme really!
i then went back to bed and stayed there untill i needed to watch holyoaks and get ready for work!
Work was boring as per usual i wont go into that.
i havn't written anything really insightful recently because ive felt totally uninspired i just tend to see alot of the negative in people and sometimes find it hard to give the benefit of the doubt which in turn ends u making me unhappy! silly but ahwelll, right ive really started to get freaked out by this horoscope thing i signed up for agess ago and everynight i get an email with like a one line quote about my day or future etc.. todays one was "open your heart" which is really strange because of some stuff that was discussed last night that i wont go into but also because ive been thinking alot about relationships like the way they just happen over night and how me and kirsty always say that couples tend to end up looking the same because they become a set like you wont get one without the other!
I kinda wonder sometimes whether love actualy exists or whether its just a chemical reaction inside a couple that sets off wants and desires or an over used phrase to prove to your partner that u can say those three words to reassure them to comfort them.
It also fascinates me, the way that we all really want to be with someone and when we get them we never normaly get treated or treat that person properly or decently, and by the end of the relationship theres someone upset and heartbroken and a perfectly good friendship is ruined, but i guess if you were to just look at the negative aspects of a relationship then no one would have ever dared to start of the trend, i suppose its about taking risks and discovering who you do and dont like what type of person really gets you and also learning some lessons about the few dicks there are out there who do have a hidden agenda :).
I often wonder whether or not we as humans have an actual soul mate like someone we were destined to meet at a certain time and place and then never look back go on to have a really good life, not likely but its a nice idea.. like we are all made like a puzzle but with one piece missing and that sets us our mission in life to find that bit that completes us!
my final little bit of knowledge was triggered by my big fat gypsy wedding acutaly! because the lady that had gottten married looked so sad that it made me wonder why people put up with being in bad relationships! like people that are so blatantly not happy with the way things are or they have simply fallen out of love with their partner yet they stick around.. maybe its loyalty or for the sake of not upsetting someone or something totaly insignificant who knows..
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