"And i could see romance it was swinging from the trees"

Today was such a nice day! sounds pretty simple and stupid but the weather genuinly does determine my mood alot of the time! so today i got lucky and it finalllly felt like spring the airs beginning to feel much nicer and it makes day to day chores seem a little nicer :).

Anyway, i was pleased with how everything seemed to be going today then it got to a point in college where everything got a little heated and things that wern't meant to be said were said, insults were all around and it made it kinda awkward.. this goes to show that sarcasm can be taken in a totaly different way to the way it was intended, it should show us to be more careful with the way we speak to people, that maybe the cruel insult we made about them as a joke wasnt percieved as a joke to that person but more like a personnal attack on their confidence maybe we should stop and consider saying something nice about someone, because i know from first hand experiance that getting a compliment really does brighten up your day even if its a simple recognition of a change to your make-up or what your friends wearing, its always the little gestures that count.

Another thing that came to my attention the other day was in college where i saw my ex for the first time since half term or something, it was weird.. like a mini heartattack happens everytime i see him, i never understand what this means whether its actualy a flutter of interest in him still or whether because he's an ex its bound to be awkward therefore i dread seeing him around college and having to do the awkward "Hi how're you?"

I wish i had the answers because then I'd stop worrying that id missed my chance at finding someone.

anyway apart from that today went well and we were home by about one, which was a result as i also have the day off tommorrow

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