Beware your sins will find you out...

"I'm only gonna let you kill me once"

The weather recently has been so lovely, and its even better because im on my easter break :D!
however things still aren't all that great in other aspects of my life but then again nothings ever going to be perfect.

So today i cleaned my entire room top to toe and i found all these little quirky things i thought id lost! was quite satisfying actualy putting in the effort to do something that i can then enjoy afterwards :).

im reallly really bored now aswell and i cant think of anything productive to do and I'm slightly annoyed aswell 'cos ive been lied to today, it seems to always be the more effort i put into things the more complicated and confusing they become :(.

I'm really at a loss as to what to do now to be honest ive got other things to focus my attention on, people, college work, going out etc but i can't just let go thats why i think the human species are so weak, we give in so easily to temptation and pressure we can never just do the right things for ourselves it seems that we are far more stupid than we were ever intended to be even though we are a very intelligent form we all make the same mistakes and we all have similar vices....