Repetition.

It takes a lot of courage to grow up and be who you really are.- EE Cummings


Well today was okay i had an early start and a late finish but i actualy like the fact i was isolated from the whole shop it kinda gives you time to evauate things slowly which is what i need to do in order to prevent myself from getting upset over silly things.

I had a long talk with someone i worked with today as well about relationships and i found a few things out about myself again, i was reunited with the fact that being alone isn't so bad and for the time being is better and more beneficial for me. So i should stop being so willing to get into any relationships that my heart isnt 100% into, i should also stop complaining about not having anyone. :),I kind of see relationships as a series of events nowadays anyway, they have the same routine the same rhythm everytime, and untill you find someone to change that rhythm you continue to search abit like finding a puzzle piece, however im not entirely sure we all find our puzzle pieces.

also i found out something at work that kind of made me question why we even bother to get into relationships like most of them end up just being two people relying on eachother and getting themselves into a routine and eventualy hurting eachother by being dishonest etc, but then again maybe im just a synic? who knows :).

Im gonna finish my holiday shopping tommorrow finally i think! :D





day 10 — someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Dear graham :)!

Ive decided to name you this time :), You help me out when im sad and you never turn me away when i need someone to listen to my problems,theres not many people who can hold my attention till like 4 in the morning but you can and i hope you will continue to.
i love the way your mind works and i just wish we had more time to actualy talk to eachother :) x