improvement.

“Because some things are never meant to be anything more than a moment. And that was one of them.”

Ive had such a weird few days and im scared because he's back today and we havn't spoken for weeks :(.
i also want to be something more than what i am i want to have resposibility i want to be trusted more, maybe i need a new job.


Day 13 — someone you wish could forgive you
dear __

i made the biggest mistake ending things the way i did with you, ive never come close to meeting anyone as special as you and if i had my way we'd still be together.

Day 14 — someone you’ve drifted away from

Tbh i havnt just drifted away from you, you fucking dissapeared and i havnt spoken to you for like a whole year it makes me sad to dwell on it too much :(

anyways things to do in 11 days

- clean my room
- buy fairy lights
- get holiday money changed up
- finish all my overtime once and for all!
- buy stamps
- buy more books
- update ipod