I just have a weight in my heart that I didn't have before. But it's lighter today.

Im sad and frustrated and i hate that i put faith into things and people when i know its not gonna work out :(.

sometimes i wish the past could be buried and that once something had happened it couldnt be repeated but i guess thats why we have a past.. in order to learn from it.


"It all just seems so fake. This idea that good things happen to good people and there's magic in the world, and that the meek and righteous will inherit it. There's too many good people who suffer for something like that to be true. There are too many prayers that go unanswered. Every day we ignore how completely broken this world is, and we tell ourselves that it's all going to be okay, "You're going to be okay." But it's not okay. And once you know that, there's no going back. There's no magic in the worldat least today there isn't."

i absolutely adore one tree hill :).