im feeling a little better now...

hiding away and not talking about it worked for awhile burying myself in a shit load of overtime and anger was silly but it took my mind off things.
I'm still in no position to be involved with anyone else.... this ones gonna take some time :(..
I never thought i would let myself become so involved or attached to someone that it physically upset me when they left or their feelings changed, i must be much more vunerable than ive ever considered.