memory.

its like trying to understand the hardest riddle.
my mind is constantly confused as to why you thought it was okay to treat me like this.
maybe you wanted comfort or to feel as if someone was there.. but when did you stop caring? i was the one person who wondered enough to take the time to ask what was troubling you, yet you felt the need to destroy me. I thought id been hurt before, ive had my fair share of that recently but i never expected it of you. it makes me sick to think how wrong you can be about someone, and the only thing there is to do is to move on.. like nothing happened asif it was all just a bad dream because inspite of your apologies they will never be enough for me.


So on with the new year ive been writing this almost a year now and i think ive learnt alot.
ive tried to be more positive but it doesnt appear to pay off! however im gonna induldge in some online shopping and busy myself untill karma makes its way round again and i dont feel so shit anymore.