change

I really feel like somethings changed me recently, whether its an event thats made me realise i need to grow up and begin to look at things with a more mature attitude or whether im just beginning to see sence but i think im beginning to like it.
I've started to look at building a relationship with someone and making it last rather than just letting it be about face value, ive begun to see what it is i want from life and im sure if i put the effort in ill get there some day.
I've figured out who deserves my time and who doesn't.
However ive realised how naive i can be, like i rely on people to stick to their word and not make up lies or just do the complete opposite of what they say they will but it happens, ive done it loads of times but then again i always think its okay at the time.
i never stop and think how that makes the other person feel...