I havnt written for ages and this is supposed to be my little escape, somewhere i can write about my thoughts and feelings without feeling the need to worry about what other people will say becaus undoubtably no one even reads my blogs!
Anyways i guess things could have been going better these last couple of weeks, im now phoneless once again and my chargers given up on me aswell (Y) however, there are some good things going on and i will try and look more towards them than anything else.
College is finished for 3 weeks and its easter :), ive got work tommorrow though :( stupid work always ruining my plans and such its horrible! also i upset someone today i think.
It kinda all started months ago ive liked this person for agesssssssssss and so i got to know them got closer became mates and now its got to the point where we talk everyday etc, its jsut confusing because were only friends, yet i went out this weekend and ive come home feeling more guilty than i probably would if id got with someone when i had a boyfriend im not sure what it is but it just amde me think of how stupid irrational decisions can make or break a situation, like i always wonder why peoplee with girlfriends go out and just cheat on them and then act as if everythings fine, i admit ive done it but none of my relationshsips have ever lasted. I just view relationships differently these days, two people who are close enough to be going out with eachother and are mates aswell surely shoudnt think its right to just lie to one another.
O well i dunoo everyones morals seem to be different these days, no one has much self respect and treating people fairly doesnt normaly play a part in it.
Anyways i guess things could have been going better these last couple of weeks, im now phoneless once again and my chargers given up on me aswell (Y) however, there are some good things going on and i will try and look more towards them than anything else.
College is finished for 3 weeks and its easter :), ive got work tommorrow though :( stupid work always ruining my plans and such its horrible! also i upset someone today i think.
It kinda all started months ago ive liked this person for agesssssssssss and so i got to know them got closer became mates and now its got to the point where we talk everyday etc, its jsut confusing because were only friends, yet i went out this weekend and ive come home feeling more guilty than i probably would if id got with someone when i had a boyfriend im not sure what it is but it just amde me think of how stupid irrational decisions can make or break a situation, like i always wonder why peoplee with girlfriends go out and just cheat on them and then act as if everythings fine, i admit ive done it but none of my relationshsips have ever lasted. I just view relationships differently these days, two people who are close enough to be going out with eachother and are mates aswell surely shoudnt think its right to just lie to one another.
O well i dunoo everyones morals seem to be different these days, no one has much self respect and treating people fairly doesnt normaly play a part in it.
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